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Hi guys. Decided to blog since i am bored to the max! This time my topic shall be my Lifetime story =) I shall start from the time when i was 12 . i got to know 3 bestest friends of mine, EELIN, AUDREY, HUIQUAN! When i was 13 another bestest friend came along which is ATHALIE.AS well as JUN HAO! my friend ever since i was PRIMARY 1 and JUSTIN TOO! Well.. We really had FUN in the past. We may be Poor, But Fun was always in our every single days of life. It was HILARIOUS once i think back. Hanging around in arcades, slacking at the void decks, picked up smoking, learnt theft, enjoy the excitment while we skip school, speaking of vulgarities like nobody cares, Find tatoos so cool, Find that golden haired guys(AHBENG) is DAMN handsome, Joining of GANGS. Everyone has to go through these. Im sure these things i have just mentioned sounds so familiar to you? YOU guys must have been through it before =) We choose our own life, After all these turnings we still have to go back to the main point. That is the time when we regret, we think back how many years we wasted which we can do even better back then. There would not be this word "REGRET" if REGRET is something which doesn't come into your life. IF i could manage FUN and STUDY at the same time in the past. i probably would be in POLY now, Graduating soon. ITS all fated. Fated that i only know how to think when i reach 19, fated that my life goes like this, fated in this way.
Let's talk about how my clumsy acts add in interesting stories to my Life! Funniest things that happened: (1) I was at the coffeeshop sitting down, there is this small drain at the coffeeshop, beside the small drain was a 1m tall bush. i did not notice the small drain and was adjusting my chair, and for some reasons one of my chair leg went into the small drain. i toppled backwards! straight into the bush. i was SHOCKED! the scene was like" AH!" i shouted and everyone at the coffeeshop was looking at me, and withnessed how i fell into the bush. NEEDLESS to say, BURST of laughter came along! well, just imagine... i managed to make everyone laugh at the coffeeshop. I took 3 mins? i guess to crawl out of the bush... and so many branches and thorns on me.. COOL UH?! Audrey and Huiquan was present too! But they did not help out when i had trouble climbing out, CAUSE they were busy laughing. OH MY GOD! good friends they are! LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH.
(2) I enjoy sleeping alot during classes, seldom you will see me paying attention to the front instead of my desk. I actually doze off during my maths class. i had this dream " i was playing at the playground, it was beautiful and very fantasy. SO MANY HELLO KITTIES, and girls stuffs. while playing, someone shouted! RUN! FATER RUN! SADAKO is coming! so i ran, my dream suddenly changed scene and i was at fishermen's village enjoying dinner with the KING'S Familes. They wore so nicely! in golden robes, and the queens with many shining jewelleries on them. There is this long table with so many food on it. But weird thing is, all the dishes are CURRY CHICKEN only! Then i was eating halfway, someone shouted again! RUN RUN! SADAKO IS HERE! so i ran again. Then my dream CHANGED SCENE again i was at those old buildings u see in hong kong drama. With Two HUGE lifts in front of me! One of them has got a man inside. He was a TAOIST! He was actually performing a ritual! mumbering TIAN LING LING! DI LING LING! I felt so safe when i see him, thinking that he can protect me from SADAKO! So i ran straight to him. But weird thing is once i run into the lift, he disappeared! And i am stuck in the lift, SADAKO CAME ALONG! i could not close the life door!! i was so so so scared, i squat at the corner of the lift, covering my face.. thinking that im dying soon!! Suddenly SADAKO said:" Nicole! Stand Up! " I REPLIED :" I DON'T WANT!" and SADAKO SAID: " NICOLE STAND UP!" Then i feel weird, why sadako wants me to stand up?? " So remembered i was actually dreaming, so i opened my eyes, my teacher is already looking at me. saying" Nicole stand up! this is the third time i am saying!" My face BLUSHED immediately, WHOLE class looking?! and withnessed the way i talk back to teacher saying " I DON'T WANT" even when i was dreaming?! OH MY GOD!
I wish to fulfil one thing for myself =) I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE MYSELF. I REALLY NEED TO LEARN THIS BEFORE I KNOW HOW TO LOVE OTHERS.
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