nicole's

2010-01-17T07:40:00.000-08:00

I had Fun this weekend. On Fri night and Sat night! WOHOO!! I was Loitering around BQ on friday night with members: MIN JUAN, AUDS, BABA, YING YING, MELVIN, CHEN, JENSKI! Started off at V3 a thai pub at BQ then followed by 12TH element for some sing songs sessions. I like the sound system though. Let the pictures do some talking =)

2010-01-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

I hate it when bad lucks falls on me! SHIT! i spend 50 bucks on a lame issue. My room door was auto locked from inside and i left the room for a bathe then in the end i can't get into the room! SO i need to spend 50 bucks to call the door lock services tecnician to come and unlock the stupid door for me which cost me 50 bucks! what a waste!!! SO ANGRY!!!!

2010-01-07T11:01:00.000-08:00

HEY GUYS! I found these pictures while i was surfing online randomly! I truly liked these photos! Here's their theme for the magazine shots " PLUS SIZED MODELS " They look real great don't they?! The photos clearly shows that they totally have the charm, the confident in them. Most importantly their photos are definately not inferior compared to to those who are size 6 models?! Humans should live with confident thats what i can say for now, I can feel alot more from these photos. =) ENJOY!

2010-01-06T08:44:00.000-08:00

sorry yeah auds! i know u are sad we did not went for the ladies night in the end! there's always loads of chances yah!! see you soon! gd luck for u., and everyone around us! CHEERS~~

I want you to tell me one day that u will not think of him anymore and not bothered by the past anymore! You said u can do it means u really can do it! REMEMBER?!

2010-01-06T08:34:00.000-08:00

LOOK! it's 12.34am Now. i'm still loitering around in my house, NOTHING to do! i have too many things to think of. But i can take my own sweet time staring into blanks while on my way to work since the journey to work is like damn long =) Finally i'm starting to go back to work after months of slacking, which i wonder how i managed to go through. There's always rewards for hardwork, so Nothing will be given to those who does not work for it. I totally agree! But i had my fair share of fun these months so its back to work now! YEAR 2010! NEW WORK NEW START NEW PLANS AND MOST IMPORTANLTY A NEW ME! hahaha. I like my job anyway, but just that the journey sucks. But luckily it did not turn me off. It's always best to have a job, and have fun! so no worries! shop like we can afford, spend like we will still have enough! that's the life i want. i am carrying myself closer to that kind of life!! i just need to endure for a few more months.. i can i can i can!

2010-01-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

SINGAPORE FLYER! OUR 3RD DESTINATION

THIS IS MIN JUAN! CRAZY FELLA !

LOOK! WHO WE HAVE HERE... JENSKI, MIN JUAN, CHEN AND AUDREY!

RANDOM PHOTOS! KINDA BLUR THOUGH!

Craziest Thing I Ever Done In My Life.

2010-01-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

I Did Something damn crazy Yesterday! With 4 others crazy peoples! We had Marathon( Walking ) from Geylang---> Kallang Macdonalds---> Singapore Flyer---> Esplanade---> BoatQuay. WE TOOK 4 HOURS IN TOTAL TO COMPLETE THIS JOURNEY ! But there's fun in it, It's something like addicted once we reach every point of destination. Cause we was like thinking since we have walked so far, why not just continue. HAHA! it's like beyond words to describe how happy we were when we finally reached our destination..So i actually cracked a lame joke while walking halfway. Cause there's 5 of us, And that happens to be like the exact number of members in " JOURNEY TO THE WEST" Those Main characters are " SUN WUKONG, ZHU BA JIE, SA ZHANG, BAI MA AND TANG SAN ZHANG" LOLS! Anyway here are some photos !

2009-12-29T10:26:00.000-08:00

ME and MELVIN LOKE!

ME AND CHEN FONG!

CREDITS: KJHAO! editting.. for my eyes.~

LASTLY! IT'S me AGAIN!

2009-12-29T10:24:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! have not been updating cause i am super lazy! OK some short summary... we went to rebel with friends during christmas eve we had fun! hahah thats all?! and some pics..

2009-12-10T06:14:00.000-08:00

CUTE GUY! LOOKS LIKE LILO AND STITCHES?! AGREE?!

AH! THIS GUY! LOOKS LIKE HE'S DAMN THIRSTY AND NEEDS WATER!

OK! THIS GUY! DAMN MAN! AGREE??

THIS GUY! NO COMMENTS. LEAVE IT FOR YOUR BRAINS TO THINK

CUTIEST GUY OF THEM ALL! SUPER CUTE! THE ANGLE ALL THAT?! MATCHES HIM =)

SHOWTIME!!

OK GUYS! THESE ARE MY COLLECTION OF CUTE PEOPLE'S FACES I FOUND ONLINE! ENJOY! I KNOW I'M EVIL! SORRY!

2009-12-10T05:03:00.001-08:00

HI!!! Ok Finally i am blogging again, after decades of YEARS has PASSED! OK JOKING! It's 9.18pm Now!! Just Came back from work! im Damn stressed, i have 2 weeks to pick up everything i need to.. Then i have to be left alone to work?! i hope someone comes along and Help out, at least there's a companion! Well, my job is not something that One person could cope with! =(

Let me just say what happened to me from OCT till now?! I was out of JOB and was looking for jobs! OK! i know i did not spent much effort in looking for a job but now i found one! Hope i can last long... OH YAH! And i met someone special...! I don't know what will we become in future... it's still a mystery! But yet, it's a gift to me though. Never had someone care for me like him, Of course i know i have friends who love me? But the Care he gave me is special la! He listens to my complaints, He pays attention to what i say, He is Sincere. I know i make him out to be like an ANGEL! But pls do pardon me! cause u guys have to understand that this is the first time someone treat me like this! Sounded pathethic i know, But No matter what i appreciated it alot that i met him anyway. I want to do many things with him! Catch a Movie with him, Go shopping With him, Go dinner with him! Do many fun things TGT with him, haha! It will be my first time!

I have lotsa things to do in 2010. Get my Driving license, save up money for my school fees and of course if possible also for my materialistic dreams. To have a burberry wallet, a burberry bag! and also GUCCI or LV bag. They look so nice! it's good to have one! hahaha..

2009-10-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

yummy! having my watermelons now, piece by piece! JUICY and SWEET haha! I miss the days when i am working, and have a very packed schedule everyday! I'm like totally too free! I don;t really like that feeling!

2009-10-15T14:58:00.001-07:00

Hi guys. Decided to blog since i am bored to the max! This time my topic shall be

my Lifetime story =) I shall start from the time when i was 12 . i got to know 3 bestest friends of mine, EELIN, AUDREY, HUIQUAN! When i was 13 another bestest friend came along which is ATHALIE.AS well as JUN HAO! my friend ever since i was PRIMARY 1 and JUSTIN TOO! Well.. We really had FUN in the past. We may be Poor, But Fun was always in our every single days of life. It was HILARIOUS once i think back. Hanging around in arcades, slacking at the void decks, picked up smoking, learnt theft, enjoy the excitment while we skip school, speaking of vulgarities like nobody cares, Find tatoos so cool, Find that golden haired guys(AHBENG) is DAMN handsome, Joining of GANGS. Everyone has to go through these. Im sure these things i have just mentioned sounds so familiar to you? YOU guys must have been through it before =) We choose our own life, After all these turnings we still have to go back to the main point. That is the time when we regret, we think back how many years we wasted which we can do even better back then. There would not be this word "REGRET" if REGRET is something which doesn't come into your life. IF i could manage FUN and STUDY at the same time in the past. i probably would be in POLY now, Graduating soon. ITS all fated. Fated that i only know how to think when i reach 19, fated that my life goes like this, fated in this way.

Let's talk about how my clumsy acts add in interesting stories to my Life! Funniest things that happened:

(1) I was at the coffeeshop sitting down, there is this small drain at the coffeeshop, beside the small drain was a 1m tall bush. i did not notice the small drain and was adjusting my chair, and for some reasons one of my chair leg went into the small drain. i toppled backwards! straight into the bush. i was SHOCKED! the scene was like" AH!" i shouted and everyone at the coffeeshop was looking at me, and withnessed how i fell into the bush. NEEDLESS to say, BURST of laughter came along! well, just imagine... i managed to make everyone laugh at the coffeeshop. I took 3 mins? i guess to crawl out of the bush... and so many branches and thorns on me.. COOL UH?! Audrey and Huiquan was present too! But they did not help out when i had trouble climbing out, CAUSE they were busy laughing. OH MY GOD! good friends they are! LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH.

(2) I enjoy sleeping alot during classes, seldom you will see me paying attention to the front instead of my desk. I actually doze off during my maths class. i had this dream " i was playing at the playground, it was beautiful and very fantasy. SO MANY HELLO KITTIES, and girls stuffs. while playing, someone shouted! RUN! FATER RUN! SADAKO is coming! so i ran, my dream suddenly changed scene and i was at fishermen's village enjoying dinner with the KING'S Familes. They wore so nicely! in golden robes, and the queens with many shining jewelleries on them. There is this long table with so many food on it. But weird thing is, all the dishes are CURRY CHICKEN only! Then i was eating halfway, someone shouted again! RUN RUN! SADAKO IS HERE! so i ran again. Then my dream CHANGED SCENE again i was at those old buildings u see in hong kong drama. With Two HUGE lifts in front of me! One of them has got a man inside. He was a TAOIST! He was actually performing a ritual! mumbering TIAN LING LING! DI LING LING! I felt so safe when i see him, thinking that he can protect me from SADAKO! So i ran straight to him. But weird thing is once i run into the lift, he disappeared! And i am stuck in the lift, SADAKO CAME ALONG! i could not close the life door!! i was so so so scared, i squat at the corner of the lift, covering my face.. thinking that im dying soon!! Suddenly SADAKO said:" Nicole! Stand Up! " I REPLIED :" I DON'T WANT!" and SADAKO SAID: " NICOLE STAND UP!" Then i feel weird, why sadako wants me to stand up?? " So remembered i was actually dreaming, so i opened my eyes, my teacher is already looking at me. saying" Nicole stand up! this is the third time i am saying!" My face BLUSHED immediately, WHOLE class looking?! and withnessed the way i talk back to teacher saying " I DON'T WANT" even when i was dreaming?! OH MY GOD!

I wish to fulfil one thing for myself =) I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE MYSELF. I REALLY NEED TO LEARN THIS BEFORE I KNOW HOW TO LOVE OTHERS.

2009-10-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

I'm getting lazier. Far too much lazy.. although i am job hunting now.. But i actually missed so many job oppurtunities. did not went for my kob interview.. AWW!!! sad.. Tml i better do something.. hmmm

2009-09-28T07:02:00.001-07:00

I'm careless to the MAX! This month, i don't know why?! Although i am happy that i retrieved my shopping bag... But yesterday i went to eat supper with my colleagues i lost my WALLET!!! shit.. i did not even know i lost it until i reach home and like hours later then i realise. no comments... too shocked. luckily my IC and my cards still with me. i only lost some cards.. and all my ATM cards. =( it's troublesome to get a replacement card.. need like 3-5 working days! HAIS! damn it month for me.! BLACK SEPT ! All the unhappy things happen from this month.. I WANT TO WAKE MYSELF UP!

2009-09-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

YEAH ITS PAY DAY! PLUS PAY DEBTS DAY... haha. next month.. i have an aim. Get myself a burberry wallet! i want i want!! haha. it's a boring month. gonna be thrifty like hell. but it's ok. a new start to a healthy life style. FOR this month.. exercises and work shall fill my month only! haha

2009-09-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

OK friends! i'm too excited already i have to share this! GOOD NEWS! my LOST shopping bag is at xin wang hong kong cafe! i left it there.. luckily i tried to call! YEAH!!!! LOST AND FOUND AGAIN! sooo happy! hahahhha

2009-09-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

Went singing at kallang leisure park K box with audrey last night ! SEBAS'S TREAT! hahaha. We are totally mad, singing like as if we are on our own concert. Tried something kinda nice yst also, sebas ordered it for us called " shirley temple" saying that it is nice if we drink we would want to drink again. He said there's alcohol inside but totally can;t taste the alcohol inside? i was wondering did we get tricked?! But it's real nice! sebas was super irritated by me and audrey haha! cause whatever songs he chose we all know how to sing also. he was like trying so hard to find a song which he knows and we will not know! thats funny! i had fun yesterday.. after singing audrey dragged me to walk to kallang indoor stadium there?! guess what?! just to take pics..! audrey and her funny ideas. THAT'S HER! ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS I LOVE SO MUCH HAHA!

2009-09-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS MONEY FOR SUBSTANCE, LOOKS OVER SOUL. something i see on the movie"UGLY TRUTH" . Really does makes sense, this sentence. It's a Nice movie too! super hilarious.. i was laughing like a mad bitch. there was this guy sitting in front of me.. in the cinema. WAH! sitting damn straight and he is like so tall! his head can cover 1/3 of my view of the screen! don't know why he so serious when he sees movie.Can't he just relax a little? haha!

AUDREY is like forcing me to learn jazz dance with her?! oh my god! i can't imagine how would i look.. kinda funny! HOHOHO i am going to keep myself so busy ! learn dancing, go to california fitness. work?! study... take my driving license. NO time to think so much! that's the life i want.

2009-09-21T15:57:00.000-07:00

OH YAH! 3rd OCT is my company's dinner and dance. 1st time in my whole life i am attending something like that ! i sound like a country pumpkin... there's always a first time for everything! i'm racking my brains like a shell nut, i don't know what to wear! gown? too glam.. dress? what kind of dress? what colour? what kind of fabric? shall i do something to my hair? wad kind of make ups i should wear. i suddenly have an urge to change my handphone number! i want to avoid all kinds of people.. Only in contact with friends only! be prepared to receive a messgae of my new no! =) my friends?

IF I WERE A BOY, I SWEAR I WOULD BE A BETTER MAN.

2009-09-21T15:50:00.000-07:00

Silent means Consent? i take that as your answer? MR stranger.. i can see how much u enjoyed yourself ... i should also enjoy myself like u did.. TIME TO LET GO! haha it's 6.59am now! i'm awake from like 5.40am? until now?! impressive ...

U ARE ONE BIG GROUP. A GROUP THAT HURTS THAT DOES NOT REPENT. WELL, U MAY SEE NO WRONG IN WHAT YOU ALL DO. BUT U ALL CAN NEVER IMAGINE THE WRONGS U HAD DONE COULD CAUSE! WHEN WILL IT BE YOUR TURN TO TASTE IT? THE WORLD IS ROUND, DON'T FORGET.

2009-09-21T07:49:00.000-07:00

Sad day today.. nothing goes well for me this year! i got nothing.. nothing in return nothing good for me! i'm still thinking of you again. well.. we are worst than friends now. DO U STILL REMEMBER ME ANYWAY? how i look? what is my name?! i guess you don't care at all. SOME THINGS ARE EXPECTED JUST LIKE U AND ME! why am i always the one at loss. im always the one giving i can never be the one receiving or taking.. First time i felt so hard to let go. But if one day i really let go means i really will. NO REGRETS.. can i don't feel that way?! let your gentle and warm die with u in my memory =( let someone replace you pls. let me meet the one.. !

2009-09-20T13:05:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE DRESS! LOST!

2009-09-20T12:51:00.000-07:00

It's a sad day! sad to say! i lost my shopping bag, which cost me 62 bucks... there is a dress inside which i bought from dorothy perkins 46 bucks, and a belt that cost 16 bucks... i realised my bag is missing only after i left orchard and went singing at grand link! what the hell! i learnt my lesson already... =( CARELESS ME~! Fung yong and Yuru tried to console me.. saying : " AI YA! THE DRESS NOT NICE ALSO! LUCKILY U DROP IT IF NOT U WEAR TO CLUB SURE GOT ALOT OF PPL LAUGH AT YOU! " THANKS friend.. lols. for coming up with such a lame excuse to make me smile.! i appreaciate it.. well! forget it. anyway cannot find already... next time i'm going to put a tag on my shopping bag.. stated : PLS RETURN TO THE CARELESS ME OWNER IF U happen to find this bag. Anyway you also can't wear my clothes... TOO BIG for u! not your size THANK YOU! Arrgh! i have to end this paragraph with a sad face!

BY THE WAY I ENJOYED MYSELF TOTALLY ! BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE ALL GO OUT LIKE THIS! I LIKE IT! MORE GATHERING PLS..

2009-09-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Went to st james powerhouse with yingying and minjuan yesterday... athalie went there too but with jun yi's sister . Well, it was the first time i went clubbing and actually drank alcohol. normally i don't =) athalie was real high , dancing like a sexy beast on the platform.. shaking her hair like a rock star! i was like one of her fans looking at her from the ground. LOLS! wondering when can i be like that too? with the confident.. LOLS. anyway, someone is so sad today.. TAN MIN JUAN. WELL, she actually wanted so much to take a no from a guy? and ying actually approached him for his no. QUITE friendly guy and even said hi to min juan... BUT U GUESS WHAT?! Very motive of him! he gave the wrong number! MJ must be crying at home now.. while i blog this tregedy issue online lols.!

BACK to my topic. i was wearing like shit yesterday.. there is something wrong with my mirror at home. i Look totally fine when i was at home but everything changed once i step out of the house. so i had to buy a new dress and change into it instantly cause i am going clubbing. The older ones i was wear totally sucks. HAHA! had a hard time to find a suitable one. I'ts really a gd thing to be slim?! I can fit into any nice clothes i wanted! sexy clothes.... HERE I COME! wait for me. give me time..LOLS

2009-09-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

HAHA! i'm a blog kia now! lols. i blog everyday without fail. anyways... my case with california fitness.. we LOST! so we have to guai guai pay... =( sad thing to say... but to console myself.. i tell myself i can go use their facilities since i have to pay every month.. run until their treadmill the rubber no friction! LOLS... accidentally fall down hor? at there then claim insurance JUST JOKING! i know i'm lame. WELL... i want to say back my old topic.. WHY I NO BF!?!? seriously not fair.. i see girls fatter than me.. looks... also... than me.. WHY THEY GOT BF!? don't say i hang up high to sell ok... i am already on discount and promotion package already. still does not work... well... ppl says: " Nicole ah, u are still young, yr time will come." But "excuse me" I WAITED FOR LIKE NEARLY 5 YEARS?! SHITTY LOR. dun know what to say. today kinda singlish but i guess is ok la! anyway my blog only friends reading! =) u understand i understand can already .. HOHOHO. GOOD MOOD TODAY! cause i have straightened my thinking already. ALL THE BEST TO ME OK! ADIOS!

2009-09-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

BY THE WAY I'M SOBER NOW! NO MORE EMO NICOLE IF NOT ONE DAY I WILL TURN INTO ELMO! SO MANY GUYS OUT THERE... WHY CARE FOR A BRANCH LIKE YOU! SINCE U HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE UP A TREE LIKE ME! HAHA! I WILL BE A SUPER TALL BANANA TREE ONE DAY. BEAR MANY FRUITS... =)

NICE QUOTE TO SHARE: THE DISTANCE IS NOTHING, IT WAS THE FIRST STEP THAT IS DIFFICULT.

2) BEFORE BORROWING MONEY FROM A FRIEND, THINK WHICH YOU NEED MOST.

2009-09-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

OK COOL! i can't find the stupid pictures.. CAN'T LOAD! anyway nothing nice to see. food pictures only! haha!

2009-09-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

AH! i went out today... Woke up damn early again! eelin woke me up... after that she went to my house.. and waited for me to get prepared before we head out. TO MUSTAFA.... shop for baby's stuffs. Went to Bugis after that... i bought 3 pieces of clothes wahahahaha! it's been a long time since i have shopped for anything. dinner time after that =) LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING!

2009-09-16T20:02:00.001-07:00

SOMETHING I DREW RANDOMLY! =)

2009-09-16T18:59:00.000-07:00

the time is 10.06 am now! i'm actually awake?! can't believe it i slept at 2 am yst night. WELL, eelin messaged me she expected that i will call her back late. But i actually returned her calls like in 5 mins time? IMPRESSIVE! my eyes are swollen again... cause i cried in my dreams again! cried real hard..! ok im getting EMO! lols. NICOLE IS AN EMO, CAUSE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH ELMO! ok that's lame i know! This Saturday =) i'm looking forward to it! maybe i could even load some pics of kissing scenes! haha. To be continued....

2009-09-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

tired!i was like a walking zombie this whole day while working.. low batt! can't stop thinking .... luckily i still can control my tears. it's been a long time since i can feel like i'm so weak, no longer strong. This saturday shall be the day! i must kiss someone..! be daring.. do things that i don't dare... BE CONIDENT! ok i'm already planning, going to wear a maxi-dress have thick make-up! make my hair.. be at my best state whatever i'm doing! a picture i hate most! the way u kiss! u have no idea how hurting that pic can be.. i was once someone in the picture. now i'm not! totally out of the picture. ok never mind.. i guess i need to let go.! no point holding on. but if one day u see a rapid change in me, dun be surprised. because u are the cause of it. =)

2009-09-15T13:37:00.001-07:00

i'm getting paranoid. i actually woke up again at 4 plus again and went to buy breakfast alone?! can't believe it...very impossible things does happen

2009-09-15T11:52:00.000-07:00

She better hold him tight, give him all the love. Look into his beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.

2009-09-15T11:39:00.000-07:00

It is 2.46am now and i woke up suddenly. tossing and turning in my bed which i can't find the fav position to set me sleeping. So i decided to blog, now i am thinking... how should i plan my future. somebody told me love can't fill the stomache anyway. although i share some common thinking in this way, but without love life is nothing also. start to think back me and athalie and yolanda was like chatting and slacking at the void deck days back. we had many things to share once girl's talk started. yolanda said:" actually we did not had enough fun yet?" YES! indeed. we are still so young. we started to emphasize ourselves, we must not be too unfriendly when we club. we should socialise, SMILE! haha. come to think of it, kinda hilarious. Well, how humans plan their future is up to how they want their life to be. Some just wanted a normal life, having a proper shelter and enough food will do. Some are more ambitous, wanted good life, good food and even FAME. what do i have here? i'm still not sure. what can i do in the future, im still clueless. BUT i definately know my first step would be diploma first. education is not a must, but it is a criteria everyone looks. Weird uh?!

2009-09-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

THESE ARE NOT TEARS THEY ARE JUST MERELY WATER.

2009-09-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

Last post?! 19 august! ok i know i'm lazy. i was asked for like umpteen times! to UPDATE?! why like me to blog so much?! LOLS.. u GUYS find my life interesting?! call me and ask me will do! HAHA. I AM GOING TO MEET FUNG YONG! at 23.15pm for our first jogging sessions! i know u guys will call me and say me when u see this POST! haha! i shall see who is the one everyday go view my blog and check whether i got blog or not! LOLS! WHO IS THE SO FREE ONE??? It's a boring saturday this week, YEAH! indeed.... especially bringing down my mood when i look extra giant in any kind of dress into! speechless...zzz. enough of my empty promises to myself HAHA..

2009-08-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo guys! This month i have to admit that i'm really working very hard. i'm working so many OTs and Holidays. Well, i don't see the need to stay at home and rot but yet i can't go out enjoy since i'm like so broke this month! HAHA! but it's okay it's gonna be 28th! PAY DAY! Lols. i went clubbing last sat.. with fung yong, audrey, bk, zack, min juan, ying ying, athalie. We had fun =) There's this guy i happen to NOTICE he was actually with his friends.. HE IS SO HANDSOME! LOLS. Quite obvious he is single... Then a group of girls came.. and sat down together with them. One of the girls kept drinking with him =( then guess what? they start to get intimate haha! I'm KPO la i know.. but since i got nothing to do. why not?! EVIL LOR my thinking i know.. but i have to spell it out! the GUYso handsome the GIRL not pretty want! ANGRY LEHS. lols.. not fair. hahas. since when i can have such luck man.. OK JOKING! athalie and ying ying agreed with me.. cause i swear the girl is really not pretty...! HAHA!

2009-08-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hi guys I'm back! firstly i'm bored to the core, and when i said to the "CORE" means i really mean it.. what was my life now?! let me annalyse it, there's WORK, SLEEP and EAT only. although in other people's eye i get the envy of just working 3-4 days a week only. BUT u guys have no idea how boring my life could be. how unsociable my life became ever since i started working....ZZZ . no new friends, no new places to go, no new topics to add on in my life. WELL, i wasted one whole year actually. But i tried to buck myself up since i'm going back to study next year there's doubt in myself whether i can make it since i have not laid my hands on books for like 3 years?! but i know no matter what whether i like it or not i have to do it. FOR MY OWN GOOD. anyway california fitness is OUT already for some reasons.. detailed info. i shall not say =) its rather complicated. HAHA! Actually i have a plan , i'm intending to be a property agent in future. that's something i wanted to fulfil when i reach 21. For now that's my thinking only haha.

2009-07-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps! I'm Back ! i was told that i seem to be away for very long.... although its only merely 5 days?! i had great fun there, i was granted carefree, new things, interesting stuffs and many shopping experiences! TOTALLY AWESOME. but the craziest thing was that i actually bought 9 bags for myself?! A few clothings and two pair of shoes only. shoes tehre are expensive if we compare to singapore, as for clothing... THEIR CUTTTING SO SMALL, MINI sizes clothes there. i can't even squeeze into them. People there are so so so slim, all super slim and small size. NEVER even seen one with sizes simililar like mine... =( We went to SO many places, best shopping place should be PLATINUM FASHION MALL and CHAKCHUCHAT best place still platinum i guess. THAI MASSAGE is real good also. i was laughing like hell when they touch my feet and toes, can't help giggling! Overall, it's good! So much more to say, but let the photos do some talking. HAHA

2009-07-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

AUGUST FASTER COME! so my life would be more fun, at least i will have something to do. it's bored staying at home during my off days! ROTTING. i heard that i can get myself a puppy there at 199 baht? or 299 baht? OMG! i'm afraid i will die under the cute hands of those cute PUPPY! so cute! can't bear to leave them. =( so good if i can smuggle them into the hotel with us for a few days also good right? lols!~

2009-07-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

OK lets forget the unhappiness. Let's talk about happiness. i had a gathering with fung yong, min juan , bk, athalie and audrey. we met up at bugis after that we headed down to GRANDLINK for our KTV sessions! we had fun, singing our hearts out to our content! just realised min juan is a sexy malay singer! she can sing malay song real well, kinda sexy! she said she's rihanna~ let's call her malay version rihanna in future! lols... OK GUYS DON'T MISS ME AH WHEN I'M NOT IN SINGAPORE! LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT! I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING... =)

2009-07-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

ok my heart is thumping! so excited... lols. cool man =) rest one day.. work one day! the next day is HOLI-DAY! lols.. BANGKOK! here i come wahahaha... many unhappy things happen this week! the most unluckiest week i've been through my whole life. anyway kindness doesn't begets kindness! that's all i can say.

2009-07-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hi friends... i've just realised i have not been going out with friends to catch up for a long time. at the most i only went to tampines mall there and walk around! bored... LIFE. BUT ITS OKAY! i'm going to bangkok SOON! lols FUN FUN! but most of all, i hope for us to be safe and sound. happy journey! but i surely would find u guys back when i come back from thai! promise ok! DON'T MISS ME AH! LOVE U GUY WAHAHAHA!

2009-07-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

Randomly saw this picture of mine in zimbo's profile.. I find myself so cheeky when i smile! lols..weird!??

2009-07-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

MY NAILS DONE! D.I.Y =)

ANYWAY, MY NAILS ARE GONE IN ONE DAY TIME. THAT SHOWS HOW ROUGH I AM! LOLS

2009-07-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

CALIFORNIA FITNESS! Here i come! LOLS .. MONEY WILL NOT GO DOWN THE DRAIN. i will always go for my training.. my path to slim and fit (NEW NICOLE!) watch what i can do in 6 months time to my body! hahahahhahh!

Count down.... 9 more days! bangkok... here i come!

2009-07-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

I HAVE GOT INNOCENT EYES!

HERE'S MOLLY? JUN YI'S(ATH BF) DOG! TOTALL CUTE

RECENT LOOK. I'M GONNA CUT MY HAIR SOON.

WAHAHAHAH

2009-07-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

Where are "YOU"? I've always been waiting for you. The right ONE , I'm getting impatient. Why leave me to be alone, when are u we going to meet each other. I still don't know your name, How old are you, How you look like, What kind of person are you, What hobbies and interest you have, How tall are you? "MY FUTURE HUSBAND"

Give me hinting if you are the one. i'm sure you are in the crowd.

2009-07-11T10:23:00.000-07:00

i have quite alot to blog today. many thinkings came across my mind. let me say one example. eg:let's say one day if i'm gone(TOUCHWOOD!) life is unpredictable, you will never know what may befall on you at the next instant minute. but if i would to say my last words here, i would say... friends, do not be sad that i'm gone. i was just somewhere else in the another world. i just restarted my life, and come to a window close in this life. NO MORE NEW TABS NO MORE NEW WINDOWS. what i have left in yr life,keep them . they are my presents for u. if you were to attend my funeral pls do not cry. let me go peacefully, that would be my greatest gift. as i will be watching over u.. remember. " the time does not stop for anyone or anything, the world will still continue to spin and there would still be day and night" LIFE GOES ON AS USUAL no matter "WHO" IS GONE. NO SUCH THING AS CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT WHO. Fated to live till that minute, u will be destined to breathe till that time.

2009-07-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

I'm looking for part-time job to kill time. too many free time to waste i GUESS! me and audrey just signed up for CALIFORNIA FITNESS. For nothing we end up being membership of CALIFORNIA FITNESS. we did not intend to sign up at first... but quite tempted by the price anyway . Let's hope we will really make use of the facilities there and really have the time and determination to go down and work out. =) WELL, being alone is a hard thing to do so. SO mprobably 2 person, with each other as companion i can make it? haha! the personnal trainer there also not bad not bad! i saw CHEN HAN WEI there too! one glance can tell it's him, he look young anyway.! lols. I'M HAPPY I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS AROUND ME, WHATEVER BEFALLS ME. IM SURE THEY WON'T BE THE FIRST TO RUN. THANKS FRIENDS. F MADE MY LIFE. PURELY JUST FRIENDS AND FAMILY. FIANCE STILL HAVE TO WAIT UH.. NOT YET . lolS!

2009-07-11T10:08:00.000-07:00

WE LOOK LIKE TWIN TOWERS!

BOTH OF US ARE IMPRISONED. TGT!

PIYOE... SUPER CUTE PUPPY!

2009-07-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

i'm like a prisoner. =)

2009-07-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

ITS a tiring day for me.. BUT time flies.. just like the ROCKET! wahahahaha....

I HATE THE WAY CLOTHES FIT ON MY BODY... i feel so aunty.. =( IF im someone slim i'm pretty sure i will look exactly like my age, but my body makes me add on ages.. as well as my weight. its a BURDEN! SHACK... i can do it.. i can do it.. i can do it... ! i need to hypnotized myself.. i can do it i can do it i can do it. telling myself umpteen times.! lols! ALL GIRLS!! DO IT THE WAY U WANT IT! U CAN! one day i shall show a pic of BEFORE... and AFTER! make guys see till their specs fall! lols. I CAN DO IT =)

2009-07-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

16 more days to my holiday! BANGKOK... woohoos. WELL , some worries are unavoidable. be it in a small problems or big problems they matter to me. SO I GUESS i really have to save money in future whenever i have extra to save, to help on rainy days.It really does helps alot.. now i know it's importance =( I hate the feeling to go around asking for ppl to lend money. Not good when money comes in between friendship. ZZZZ sad to say so. BUT IM SURE I CAN OVERCOME THIS ORDEAL, I CONTROL MY OWN LIFE ANYWAY. HAHA! There's always suffering to take before u can taste the sweetness in life. NO MORE online guys in my life also. totally waste of my time i guess, morever i must be pretty sure what are they after for all this while? DON'T I? MIGHT AS WELL use my free time and convert them into cash. which means more savings.LOLS. how many more years can i waste.? im getting on my ages. (Just Joking) i'm speaking what i have in my mind now. sounded crappy but like it or not? this is what i always do.

tend to have mood swings , those who know me. ignore me when i'm having this kind of mood swings. But overall im still someone fun to be with, cheerful right? deep down inside, i also don't know what kind of person am i? am i living with a mask on, or is it the real me right now standing in front of everyone? trust me.. no one knows the truth =) i came from a dramatic background which u see in movies. kinda of coincidence, never imagined i was living a life like that under a secret uncovered .. only to realise the truth when i was 14? but not a cruel fact to let me know the truth anyway, in fact was more touched by the love they had given me even though i was not..... the more i should live my life to the fullest to repay them . what they had done for me these years. IF U LET ME TURN BACK TIME, i would choose to study hard. i know it's useless to say history stuffs . LIFE IS A MYSTERY , like what humans said" yesterday is a history,today is a gift and tomorrow is a mystery" pretty blessed we are to be able to idle around and not to worry about our 3 meals, our lodging and clothings. BUT think of other people all around the corner of the world many of them are busy with their lifes like the "ants" we call them . main factor they worry. FOOD. CLOTHING and LODGING . some even worry will they live till tomorrow? they are like goldfishes on the land GASPING for air and in need of water to make their life... WHAT worries do we have? i hope to get a LV bag? a GUCCI bag? a COACH wallet? thats not a worry though. like i say... different humans live different kinds of life. we do have HELL and HEAVEN in earth. although we all are living on the same land, breathing in the same air, consuming the same water.

2009-07-03T05:44:00.001-07:00

HI peeps ! did not blog for the last few days... SORRY! ok i shall start from the day when i went shopping with GHQ. we met up at the interchange then we headed for our early dinner before we shop for anything. After we had our dinner at TAMPINES ONE we were just walking around basically hoping to find something that catches our eyes,guess what?! someone called out to my name"NICOLE!" just realised we just walked past emily's working place. HABA shop at tampines ONE. WE talked for quite sometime then she actually asked us to support her product since her sales was zero for that day. so i got myself a powdered foam cleanser and "white lady" serum, for GHQ she got for herself the serum as well and the other one i forgot. LOLS! total it cost us 100 plus.. ok fine. forget that pinch ...zzz . it hurts anyway, then we went around shopping for clothes.. our theme for the day. OFFICE WEAR OUTFITS

2009-06-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

HI guys! BLOG KIA is back! lols

I stopped blogging for 6 days. well, mainly is because there's nothing to blog about anyway. tiring week for me this week! ARRGH... once again, im sick again. migraine plus vommiting. never had such a tension headache before. Humans wouldn't wanna try it anyway =)

ONCE AGAIN! HOORAY! its my PAY DAY! most exciting day in a month. a day that u feel yr hard work is being paid off as well as clear debts day! awww. sad to say!

2009-06-20T05:03:00.002-07:00

IM TIRED! SERIOUSLY FEELING TIRED. WHY HUMANS HAVE TO LIVE ON THEIR LIFES WHETHER IT'S A GOOD AND FULFILLING LIFE OR A LIFE FULL OF TORMENTS AND UNHAPPINESS? ALTHOUGH OUR THINKING AND THE PEOPLE AROUND US PLAYS A PART IN OUR LIFE. SOME THINGS JUST CAN'T BE CONTROLLED. LIFE IS SOMETHING MYSTERIOUS, OUT OF CONTROL AND EVEN SURPRISINGLY WONDERFUL. ( F ) FACTORS OF LIFE= FAMILES, FRIENDS, FINANCE,FUTURE. HOW LONG CAN HUMANS LIVE? BASED ON AVERAGE LET'S MAKE IT 65 YEARS. FIRST 30 YEARS WE SLOUGHT HARD TO HAVE FUN! JUST FUN! LAST 35 YEARS FOR WORKING OUT A FUTURE AND A BETTER LIFE FOR OUR NEXT GENERATION. WHAT'S YOUR DEFINATION OF LIFE? DID U ACTUALLY THINK OF YOUR FIRST 30 YEARS, HOW FUN IT SHOULD BE OR YOUR 65 YEARS OF LIFE HOW WONDERFUL U WANT IT TO BE?

EELIN'S BIRTHDAY

2009-06-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

DAY ONE

I met fung yong and foo eelin at 1.30 pm sharp. we headed to tampines mart to do some grocery stuffs. After that we went to the chalet and set up things and book-in. kinda lonely when we reached there? just imagine.. 3 people in the chalet only.. dazing, and staring at the tv screen for like 1 hour plus. went to the food court to takeaway food at 4 plus. then went back to our chalet to wait for the deliveryman to come. detailed info i shall not say much. ah pui (eelin's hubby) and his friend.. ah bing? reached at 6 plus.. followed by starting of fire for the bbq pit... getting ready the food. our friends came one by one.. audrey is the latest! haha. abit mood-swings during peak hours. timing from 9 plus -11 plus.. was continously munchig on mashallows.. LOLS! hey friends! pardon me =) LET NICOLE HAVE HER PERIOD OF ANGRY TIME OKAY? she seldom have the chance to do so. wahahahaha

DAY TWO

Everyone woke up at 10 am! so tired have to book out.. times really flies. we all slept at 4 plus. we had less than 5 hours of sleep! went to food court to eat our breakfast before we head to WILD WILD WET! lols. first stop.. we were at the "shiok river" had a few rounds there. followed by a ride named "ular-lah" ! it was fun.. ME, audrey and fungyong.. plus two unknown indian kids who happened to be in the ride with us! audrey claimed that my face was super ugly when we were in the ride.. the way i laugh and shout! haha! its ok man, keep it cool. i can't be a beauty all the time right? =) after that we went to "wave".. then to kids pool.. and played theor slides. nt fun at all! for the kids slide probably im too heavy i have to push myself to get going .. SO SHY! But overall we had fun. one of the part was there's r and b music playing so we get to listent to music when we are at the "shiok river" i started to like dance and imitate those black american's as in the way they rap all that. THEN i was spotted by one of the lifeguards.. he actually made a joke out of it. saying that he should have taken a video of me and upload it in youtube. haha i will strangle him to death if he do so .. im evil.. i know. after wild wild wet. me and audrey went for movies.."LAND OF THE LOST" sexual humour and comedy. went back home after that. but frankly speaking i feel that for a long time.. as for my off days i had never spent it so occupied before. IT WAS FUN!

BANGKOK! HERE I COME!

2009-06-14T08:10:00.001-07:00

i'm always wasting my off days. i slept all the way until 4 plus today.. omg. went to look for audrey after having dinner with my parents at tampines ONE. while on my way to audrey's working place... i heard someone say" AH GUA LA!" i turned my head back immediately... and gave a stare... then the one who said it was shocked..and gave a blank face. IDIOT! is he talking about me??? although im tall but doesn't mean im AH GUA LA PLS! freakk..

FORGET about that topic. let's start a new one ..haha! im planning to go to thai,with audrey. planning to go on july 30th? probably on that day. shall be there for 4 days 3 nights? SHOPPING, CLUBBINg AND EATING... fun fun!

tired day

2009-06-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

It's a tiring day for me today. my second day already! almost late for work today... i had to take cab to work again! i'm always wasting money. ARRRGHH im BROKE! still have so many days left... to PAY DAY! sometimes my mind's in a blank. i didn't know what's my life all about. what is work about? what is fun all about? what are the times i have to be serious? when should i relax myself? No time left! next year i shall keep myself busy and fully occupied. i guess i have too much time to think all these unnecessary things. hands up! i surrender. lead me the way, place me where i should be.

MOVIE TIME!

2009-06-12T11:06:00.001-07:00

Went for movies with audrey and athalie and two unknown guys which i prefer nt to disclose =)

"Ghost of Girlfriends Past". MY point of view was... it's touching, truly reflects what happens in real life too.Makes me understand What Guys are thinking.. They back out not because they don't love u, but afraid that they will be hurt. AWWW! cruel facts. That's when misunderstanding starts in a RS. THIS MOVIE IS REAL GOOD. Makes my tears rolling down my Cheeks. But... ANW, once the movie ends. i'm back to my life again and i have to work the next morning at 8am whch means i have to wake up at 6.30 am ?! FACTS always gives me a hard slam and makes me come back to my senses. HALLUCINATIONS cannot be tolerated in the society... NO NO NO NO NO NO.. want $$? work for it then. LOVE also needs $$ to maintain anw. ? my point of view. try going after a girl when u are penniless.. totally.. at the most get yrself a beggar gf too. same kind. ARGHH...

MY eyelids are getting heavier. Sorry peeps i have to end here! its 2.23am now. counting down

4hrs and 7 mins more... TICK TOCK TICK TOCK...

MY NEXT POST! I SHALL TELL U ALL I KNOW ABOUT MY FRIENDS...!

TO BE CONTINUED.....

FATS ANALYSIS

2009-06-11T10:48:00.000-07:00

LOOK---------------------------------->>

ARMS ARE TOO FLABBY AND BIG
THIGHS ARE TOO THICK
HIPS LIKE MUFFINS
BIG BELLY LIKE A PREGNANT WOMAN
DOUBLE CHINS
ROUND FACE

CURRENTLY MY WEIGHT IS... 87?!

SO I HAVE TO BE... 70? 60?

BMI IS:30.82

PREFERRED RANGE:18.5-23.5

IDEAL WEIGHT IS:56.5KG

IF MY BMI IS :23.5

MY WEIGHT SHOULD BE 66.3KG!

87-66.3=20.7KG

Way to go nicole?! go nicole go! hahaha

EMBARASSING MOMENTS DUE TO MY CLUMSINESS

2009-06-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

This is hw it goes.. i was in "PLAY" with my friends. WE were at the dance floor. i was folding my arms by then just standing there. It's too crowded, i can hardly move. there was this guy who walked past me . i was wearing my wedge shoes at that moment, naturally i would turn my head around when they walked past me and for no reasons my legs are out of control. then my legs bended and my ankle were sprained! i was shocked.I know that was an ugly sight of me... hoping no one saw me in that manner since the place is so crowded...who will notice me right?! BUT... i was wrong. A "BARTENDER" who happen to work there saw the whole incident i ASSUME? then he burst out in laughter!! OMG! then he turned to his friends... then his friends look at me.. pointing at me.. AWWW! i need a giant hole at that instant to hide my face.Nt long later around 20-30 mins time we left the place. but it's not the end yet... such a coincidence that the "bartender" and his friends are at the back alley. NO CHOICE i have to walk past them? FREAKK... i tilted my head down to avoid eye contact with them.. then the "bartender" talked to me. he said "BYE BYE" i was like..fuming in anger! I ignored him and talked to myself in chinese. "fall down only ...very funny mehs? huh huh huh" shit lor.

Another reason i would be ps is because.. initially before i came in. i spotted a guy. he looks exactly like my dream guy?! wahahh! But he actually went in to "PLAY" i was thinking... quite a pity if he's a gay. but guess wad.. HE is one of the friends of the " BARTENDER" meaning he knew every single details of how i sprain my ankle.. bla bla bla. ZzZz just the idea of that turns me off.

MY LIFE IS A LIKE DRAMA.

LAZY DAY

2009-06-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps. my off day passed just like that. all day long idling at home. EAT, SLEEP, DAZE and ONLINE that's really what i do all day long. time flies...zzzz

humans tend to make excuses for themselves. even excuses to lie to themselves i don't know why?. take myself for example.. i keep telling myself i have to slim down. it would be perfect if i could slim down 3kg every month so by then next year NEW YEAR EVE i would be slim?! BUT anyway it's crap. i keep giving excuses for myself to stop myself from my slimming plan. like exercising.... diet? actually i was thinking maybe i need a right one in my life so probably i will slim down for him? once im in love maybe i would be more... hardworking? someone pls make me fall in love.. i start to miss the feeling.

BREATHLESS DAY!

2009-06-10T09:23:00.001-07:00

Firstly... quite sad to actually announce for this whole week i have to be masked when i work.
And guess what? it's N99 mask?! something which covers 3/4 of my face and makes me breathless whenever i finished dispensing med to one patient. FREAKKINGG angry. SWINE FLU I HATE u... all thanks to u.

SOMETHING must be wrong with the digital weighing scale... is it possible that i just drank a cup of soya milk i will be heavier by 2 KG?! impossible right?lols

2009-06-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

i'm sick !! physically, not mentally =]

i'm on MC ..

byebye..

Em.. which colour should i get ??

Hmm..

2009-06-08T13:47:00.000-07:00

nicole .. eelin here !! tis blog is for you..

ENJOY BLOGGING !!